I miss you......



If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

Lord make me a rainbow, I'll shine down on my mother
She'll know I'm safe with you when she stands under my colors
Oh, and life ain't always what you think it ought to be, no
Ain't even gray, but she buries her baby

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time

And I'll be wearing white when I come into your kingdom
I'm as green as the ring on my little cold finger
I've never known the loving of a man
But it sure felt nice when he was holding my hand

So put on your best, boys, and I'll wear my pearls
What I never did is done

A penny for my thoughts, oh no, I'll sell 'em for a dollar
They're worth so much more after I'm a goner
And maybe then you'll hear the words I been singing
Funny, when you're dead how people start listening

If I die young, bury me in satin
Lay me down on a bed of roses
Sink me in the river at dawn
Send me away with the words of a love song

The ballad of a dove
Go with peace and love
Gather up your tears, keep 'em in your pocket
Save them for a time when you're really gonna need them, oh

The sharp knife of a short life
Well, I've had just enough time
So put on your best, boys
And I'll wear my pearls



I love this song.....Baby says it's too...ugh.But I like it and the cover Sam Tsui did.I almost cried...

Still waiting....4 more years and I can audition for WE.If only it was sooner.*MR NG,IF YOU SEE THIS BEFORE 29TH JAN '11,YOU BETTER BE THERE TO SEE TNS.I WANT TO SING ALSO CANNOT....*

Hmph.......I feel so emo,like all the time........If only I could end everything.Yeah right,end.ESTHER,Study hard and live your dreams.

I talk to myself okay.....everyday and I love it.I enjoy...talking and singing to myself.

[Afternoon-012411]

Jacelyn gave me a purple card filled with words:Esther Oh :P Your 13, a teenager.Esther Oh.....You rock!!!We've known each other for 5 years.TIME."
Cool? (:
Jacelyn goes to the same school as me since P1,but up till now,when I am in a new place,I don't trust anyone.And I don't want to.Because I just can't.It's not like last time...when I cried,they wiped my tears away,hugged me,said they love me.I can't trust Jacelyn either.No one.Ever.

I just know that I can't do this.I can't bring myself to say it.After what bro did to me,I told myself,no.Then Dominic,hes bad influence....Then came you....I don't know what to say.It's the feeling.The same feeling with Dominic.Only Bro could make it right.But,you....