I cried.I celebrated-my 13th birthday.Not exactly 13th.Its tomorrow.Tomorrow,I turn 13.My last day as a 12-year-old.

After last period,I sat the car and rode towards HOME SWEET HOME.Had tuition,got dressed in the dress I wore for my last performance and took the bus with Yiying.Met Harriet and Sandi.

Swensens,was where I used to celebrate my birthday when I was younger.Mum decided the place today.I don't mind.It's nice.And sweet.We ate,talked,laughed like mad.After dinner,walked around,shopped for Yiying's RED SHIRT...Met Zekkie.

I told Mum a few nights ago,I wanted to change my glasses.And so,we went to change.It tool like forever to pick the right glasses and finally settled on a red framed glasses.My degree increased a lot.Andy said:"Study hard". Of course I would,I just want it to decrease.Everyone knows how much I adore my red frameless glasses which I'm currently wearing,so,I asked my mum to change it's lenses too.It cost a lot,for a night!

I came home,with no emotion,just my "old self".And I went to the kitchen where Mum was.I asked her if I wasted her money today,with my voice quavering.I started crying.I regretted asking for new glasses when I don't want to go to school without my current glasses.Mum said it was okay.But to me,inside,I don't think it's okay.It's never okay,for me,with everything.But,I feel better....much better,now.For now,only.

Tomorrow's my birthday.I don't want to turn 13.I love 12 too much.And 12 means a lot to me,I spend my last days as a 12-year-old with my best friends and Tao Nan.It meant a lot.And when I grow up,I hope to help Tao Nan to become a better and awesomeee place to study.

Hope tomorrow would be a better and brighter day.I Love You,God.Thank you.Amen.