Friday, December 10, 2010

I remember,when I was really young and went to the beach with Kyle and Kevin.I like long walks on the beach and followed Kyle.He passed me a small pink stone.Now,it's in a little cloth bag which Mama made.

I remember,when we used to be friends.The best of even BEST FRIENDS.And then you left.You changed.You took away what was once mine.Things and people we shared and was friends with.What you don't know about,could hurt you.

I remember,we were a happy family.But now,everyone totally lost it.We are not together anymore.

I remember,I went to camp with my best friend and my friend-who-became-my-bestfriend.We sticked together like glue.Even though one hurt me,the other would be there to comfort me.It felt different from home.Everyday in camp,I would cry at night.But I know God's with me and everyone else.Now,it's months after camp.I don't talk to the people who were my "friends" in camp anymore,or,for now.Yeah,sure,they are nice,but they don't talk.But when they do...it feels like they are unwilling.

I remember,I asked her if I could add him.She said she would ask.He said whatever.I said,nevermind,I know I shouldn't.WHATEVER means a lot of things.It can mean you can't be bothered and you make it feel like you are want to say no but finally give in.

I remember,we used to be so close.But you suddenly kept quiet.Your friend did the same thing to me and my friend.We like to ask about each other,you would call to ask why I took so long to reply,beat each other in school and that left a bruise too.

The things I remember...I want to forget them.Not the good ones,the ones that made me happy.It felt like FOREVER and ALWAYS when I was with you.Now,I that I graduated,I am going to be a junior in a new school.

I don't want to learn to grow up because I never wanted TO!

Silence probably is better than talking.It means,you want to ignore the person.Kick he/she out of your mind,your heart beacause they aren't worth it.

When we say WORTH IT,it meant that your friends would be there,talk to you,care for you,love you for the way you are no matter how bad and screwed up your life is.

It just doesn't feel right.....the things and people who were once there,are gone.Like thay vanished in thin air.
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