Am I being too nice,soft-hearted at every single thing?Damon says that I should'nt be crying all the time,bottling up my thoughts,etc.Everyday is the same old thing in the morning,afternoon and night.Everyday is like being a criminal waiting to be freed.Shouting,scolding,beating......Why can't it be like Laughter,Love,Smiles....?I have always loved those around me and now I am starting to learn to hate.I am always being controlled by someone older than me.Example,my sister...argh.Shes the most annoying person in my life compared to my family.I'd rather choose liking my friends than my family members....Because its like really obvious that my family sucks.My brothers are like....I HATE THEM to the core!Yeah,how I wished I could vent my anger on them instead of the computer.My stomach hurts:( Kor says use the stress ball...yeah right.Eh-hem,I still hate him for bullying me compared to Jerome and Susila's case.Today,I packed the hard candy for Jerome to pass to him and he said he does'nt want it.Fine,if you don't want it,Wei Xuan does.Its not like the first time.I am starting to hate boys,like BIG TIME,Not saying that I am a lesbee but I hate the sight of boys.Except for some...Oh...how I hate my life soo much,I'd wished I could change it!!!