Am I being too nice,soft-hearted at every single thing?Damon says that I should'nt be crying all the time,bottling up my thoughts,etc.Everyday is the same old thing in the morning,afternoon and night.Everyday is like being a criminal waiting to be freed.Shouting,scolding,beating......Why can't it be like Laughter,Love,Smiles....?I have always loved those around me and now I am starting to learn to hate.I am always being controlled by someone older than me.Example,my sister...argh.Shes the most annoying person in my life compared to my family.I'd rather choose liking my friends than my family members....Because its like really obvious that my family sucks.My brothers are like....I HATE THEM to the core!Yeah,how I wished I could vent my anger on them instead of the computer.My stomach hurts:( Kor says use the stress ball...yeah right.Eh-hem,I still hate him for bullying me compared to Jerome and Susila's case.Today,I packed the hard candy for Jerome to pass to him and he said he does'nt want it.Fine,if you don't want it,Wei Xuan does.Its not like the first time.I am starting to hate boys,like BIG TIME,Not saying that I am a lesbee but I hate the sight of boys.Except for some...Oh...how I hate my life soo much,I'd wished I could change it!!!


Kor made me sick after splashing dirty water on my face and whole body....and I have flu now!It suck!Can't wait for MUSIC BANK to start--Run Devil Run!SNSD...LALALA...Why must he splash water on me...my ear got blocked too.What the hell!I hate my life!


GO DOLPHINS!!!!This year Team Dolphins have to win...No Sharks this year please....__________has to win!!!Joshua,Churn Hym,Jorine etc have to win!I am a Team Dolphin too..haha.Swimming Carnival's today,four houses of TNS are to compete in the competition.Every year is the same old thing,the P3s have to go for the competion while the other levels stay at home or whaatever they do.Netballers to sell stuff,Brownies and scouts for suppporters..I think.GO DOLPHINS!!!!And I secretly hope that Killer Whales (Kor's house) would lose..HAHA


Went out with Yiying today to buy Kor's present,Eric's and her mum.In fact,today IS Kor's birthday...!!!I bought something weird and soft and then another soothing and relaxing.i love my brother a lot.Hes the world to me!!!Probably one of the most important person in my life...being together is great just that I am so quiet...Bought (a Korean movie),ruler (because mine went missing,correction tape refiler (finished),files (which Yiying "bought for me")Hmph...what else???*listening to GEE.We went to eat at McDonalds which was not crowded (good thing)At first there was'nt anyone sitting beside us (me and Yiying) and after we came back to the table,two secondary boys were sitting beside our table and they slouched onto the table and stare at me while I was walking to the table and talking to Kor on the line and then when we sat,they went off.Crazy!
In school was like so funny:My class had an early lunch so Wei Xuan and I decided to walk past BFFs classes which was on the 3rd level (mine's on the 4th) for fun.When I saw________ standing and looking at my direction,I crouch down and said SHIT because he saw me..argh,I did not care."You think I can't see you ah?You so big!""Shutup!!!"and I walked off.(So bad right)Walk and walk till he came out from the back door with Xavier and Xavier pointed at me:Esther is there -.- freaky....*lisening to NOBODY TANGO VERSION.I WOULD ALWAYS LOVE 11TH OF MARCH!!!ILY KOR!

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